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| Name: | Erika |
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The point is, you see,' said Ford, 'that there is no point in driving yourself mad trying to stop yourself going mad. You might just as well give in and save your sanity for later."
cisgender female (she/her), probably Autistic, definitely Awesome, old enough to know better but young enough not to give a fuck, polyamorous pansexual unicorn, owned by THE CUTEST BEAGLE, curly hair, apatheist / aspiring Buddhist, left of left politically, psychologically diagnosed (CPTSD feels) but medicated & moving on.
All else seems subject to change or lacks importance. Here is a "sticky post" explaining much of my life. Posting frequency varies wildly. I contradict myself sometimes, for I contain multitudes.
Occasionally I think I would like to be in my mind. It seems like it would be an interesting place. (Currently accepting references!)
Just so you know, I don't have issues or even Issues. I have a lifetime subscription.
You may be here because I friended you. I tend to friend/circle indiscriminately and grant access nearly as indiscriminately. I trust until you fuck me over, basically. I only friend people I feel meet certain criteria, and will probably drop you if it turns out you don't meet those criteria. No hard feelings are attached to either my dropping you from subscription nor your dropping me. I'm kind of a dick so I just mean every day is defriending amnesty day here at![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
erika.
Feel free to judge me by my music.
I hosted the Mental Illness FONSFAQ~!
People think that the suicidal are sitting there suffering in their own pain all day, just stewing, sitting there getting ready to express it. But really, what the suicidal are doing is watching Wheel of Fortune. Perhaps having a bowl of Frosted Flakes. Maybe another bowl. Somewhere in the middle of the second bowl, the meaninglessness of the entire universe begins to close in on them.
~ John Darnielle
cisgender female (she/her), probably Autistic, definitely Awesome, old enough to know better but young enough not to give a fuck, polyamorous pansexual unicorn, owned by THE CUTEST BEAGLE, curly hair, apatheist / aspiring Buddhist, left of left politically, psychologically diagnosed (CPTSD feels) but medicated & moving on.
All else seems subject to change or lacks importance. Here is a "sticky post" explaining much of my life. Posting frequency varies wildly. I contradict myself sometimes, for I contain multitudes.
Occasionally I think I would like to be in my mind. It seems like it would be an interesting place. (Currently accepting references!)
Just so you know, I don't have issues or even Issues. I have a lifetime subscription.
You may be here because I friended you. I tend to friend/circle indiscriminately and grant access nearly as indiscriminately. I trust until you fuck me over, basically. I only friend people I feel meet certain criteria, and will probably drop you if it turns out you don't meet those criteria. No hard feelings are attached to either my dropping you from subscription nor your dropping me. I'm kind of a dick so I just mean every day is defriending amnesty day here at
erika.Feel free to judge me by my music.
I hosted the Mental Illness FONSFAQ~!
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