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Classes start again on Monday.
I am not ready for this, to be honest. I am tired, worn out, and just plain exhausted. (Apparently I'm liking redundancy today too.) Not in the sleepy/physically tired sense, but in the sense where I don't even want to write an entry because that involves thinking and DO NOT WANT.
I'm not even TRYING to think about the sheer amount of new people in my classes that are going to be sitting there, in seats... (as opposed to on the floor? wtf, brain)—JUDGING ME. JUST SITTING THERE, IN THEIR SEATS, JUDGING. I KNOW THEY WILL.
This is why I am not thinking about anything more serious than what color to paint my nails on Sunday night.
I'm really leaning towards chrome silver. The big decision here is with OR without ~*~*~*~*~GLITTER~*~*~*~*~?
(But omg are my nails too long and what am I going to wear and really I'm just a fat know-it-all so what does it matter whether I think my clothes are decent and I can't cope with all these credits how am I going to manage to drive to Cedar Rapids 3 times a week——)
I am not ready for this, to be honest. I am tired, worn out, and just plain exhausted. (Apparently I'm liking redundancy today too.) Not in the sleepy/physically tired sense, but in the sense where I don't even want to write an entry because that involves thinking and DO NOT WANT.
I'm not even TRYING to think about the sheer amount of new people in my classes that are going to be sitting there, in seats... (as opposed to on the floor? wtf, brain)—JUDGING ME. JUST SITTING THERE, IN THEIR SEATS, JUDGING. I KNOW THEY WILL.
This is why I am not thinking about anything more serious than what color to paint my nails on Sunday night.
I'm really leaning towards chrome silver. The big decision here is with OR without ~*~*~*~*~GLITTER~*~*~*~*~?
(But omg are my nails too long and what am I going to wear and really I'm just a fat know-it-all so what does it matter whether I think my clothes are decent and I can't cope with all these credits how am I going to manage to drive to Cedar Rapids 3 times a week——)
