erika: (st aos: sublimating ftw (jtk))
Actual text messages I have sent recently. They have been deliberately mixed up in time frame, and certain lines have been deleted to protect the guilty.

Me: geeeeet online i'm sobored i'm almost sober 1:05 AM

Me: so it is on like donkey kong 9:04 AM --- {TW: sexual expletives as humor, mentions of sex-related violence [not as humor!} )
erika: text:  moderation is like a foreign language.  you have to learn that shit when you're young. (words: moderation)
I return, bearing gifts for my long silence. It's kind of like a choose your own adventure! Except it's my life. And it's all together too adventure-y for my taste.

If you'd like to hear about the first ER visit that will eventually lead to my gallbladder being taken out tomorrow: Click here [IM conversation with lizcommotion about the first ER visit, on Thursday May 2nd:] other topics: neglect, self-love )




If you'd like to hear about how I had another ER visit the next week, click here. )

If you'd like to know why I'm getting laproscopic surgery tomorrow to get the fucking thing out [no medical details beyond the word 'laproscopic'], click here. )




If you would like to hear about how Josh lost his job, suddenly couldn't afford to stay in Middle of Nowhere, and moved in a week later with me & my parents, then got a new job the next day [maybe], click here for the job woes and sudden shifts of fortune! )




If you'd like to hear about the future living arrangements of Josh, Erika, and the ninety-five dogs [ok, 3, but they feel like 95], click here. )




If you'd like to hear about the Come to Jesus talk I had with him, click here. )




If you would like to avoid the 2500+ words above: hi! How are you?
erika: (movies: hps: genius vs insanity)
Text conversation a few hours ago:

[personal profile] panda: I have a present for u, remind me cuz I will forget 7:24 PM

Me: you have a present for me 7:24 PM
Me: DONE 7:24 PM

panda: Haha you are a rockstar. How are you so good at life? :P 7:25 PM

Me: putting that shit on DW right now, bb, 'cause that's how i roll 7:26 PM

panda: Unsurprised 7:27 PM

Is she also unsurprised I didn't actually get it up until 5 1/2 hours later? Spoiler: PROBABLY.
erika: (sga: 5 o'clock somewhere!)
Grab bag of things in my head:

Chat log with Josh! )




Playing around on superbetter.com.

My first epic win was commit to something big (school/volunteer/job).

I'm re-thinking that!

fulfill all my commitments (appts, spending time w/ people, etc) for 6 weeks is my new one.




(3:28:12 PM) Erika: i mean
(3:28:19 PM) Erika: that is obvsly where we are heading here

(3:44:12 PM) marissa: I love how you say "obvsly"
(3:44:31 PM) marissa: because you're all like... "I am not above abbreviations, but ADVERBS MUST STAY ADVERBS"

Damn straight.




I'm totally pretending that I'm going to go to my thing tonight, when in reality, I'm probably going to faceplant on my bed in about 20 minutes and not even bother calling them to give them a heads-up.

WHAT UUUUUUUUP, EXHAUSTION. LONG TIME NO... oh wait, no, I saw you yesterday actually. Andddddd—every single day before that since I was born.
erika: (love: flammable)
Discussing the philosophical similarities of post-war societies as exemplified by the French existentialists and the Japanese post-war weirdos who committed seppuku——at 3AM because I can't sleep.

(I tapped out of the discussion when he started talking about citing and cross-referencing manga to reinforce his point about Japan, whatever it was. There's my limit for that one.)

In related news, all of my closest friends are disaffected, mentally ill, frustrated intellectuals. I'm going to continue to be in denial as to what that says about me.




apparently at 3am i also enjoy a spot of blasphemy towards a non-existent god. TW: contains arguable callousness towards recent tragedies in Japan, me being too sick and tired (literally) to think about it on a compassionate level. )

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