it's more than I dare to think about,
Wednesday, January 9th, 2008 10:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
erikaTherapy went by too fast. Too much to talk about.
It's been "suggested" that I avoid psychiatric websites that argue about borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder and unipolar refractory depression with anxiety all being related and just... stop making my anxiety over my diagnoses worse. Really, all those websites don't add information that I can really absorb, they just push me further into feeling psychotic crazy, like I'm some sort of Pokémon collector of DSM-IV affective and personality disorders.
Oooh! Obsessive thoughts! Compulsions! Maybe I have OCD! And I can't concentrate! Never could! Maybe I have ADD! Gotta catch 'em all!
No, my therapist does not think I am bipolar, or bipolar spectrum, or any of that. She thinks I have PTSD and all the other diagnoses that make me so damn special. Stop obsessing, Erika!
Psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. Hopefully I will have some changes to make to my medication to combat this ridonkulous amount of sleepiness & pathetic nearly complete inability to concentrate, not to mention the periodic anhedonia bursts of the world is a void of nothing void void void void void where is that gun I wanted and the nearest bridge...
We don't like those thoughts.
Speaking of that, I put the archives from 2007 back up. If there's anything else you want to see specifically, let me know. Oh, and if you'd really rather I filtered this junk? Let me know that too.
It's been "suggested" that I avoid psychiatric websites that argue about borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder and unipolar refractory depression with anxiety all being related and just... stop making my anxiety over my diagnoses worse. Really, all those websites don't add information that I can really absorb, they just push me further into feeling psychotic crazy, like I'm some sort of Pokémon collector of DSM-IV affective and personality disorders.
Oooh! Obsessive thoughts! Compulsions! Maybe I have OCD! And I can't concentrate! Never could! Maybe I have ADD! Gotta catch 'em all!
No, my therapist does not think I am bipolar, or bipolar spectrum, or any of that. She thinks I have PTSD and all the other diagnoses that make me so damn special. Stop obsessing, Erika!
Psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. Hopefully I will have some changes to make to my medication to combat this ridonkulous amount of sleepiness & pathetic nearly complete inability to concentrate, not to mention the periodic anhedonia bursts of the world is a void of nothing void void void void void where is that gun I wanted and the nearest bridge...
We don't like those thoughts.
Speaking of that, I put the archives from 2007 back up. If there's anything else you want to see specifically, let me know. Oh, and if you'd really rather I filtered this junk? Let me know that too.
