this was a thing, a little thing, you shouldn't've put your heart
Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009 11:42 pmI don't want to give up on you. I don't want to think that a stupid bottle of lotion from the hotel that we stayed at for Alena's wedding has more lasting power than our relationship.
I know that this will pass, it is temporary, I tell myself. Sometimes I even believe it.
Other times this weighs on me so heavily. It hurts like nothing else I've ever experienced. Heartbreak. Heart-break. Broken heart, and the only cure is time, and that's the only cure you can't rush, can't pay for special treatment, can't go see a specialist.
Just sit there, take it, take it like you wanted it in the first place. Take it like you don't wish you could take it back every other second. Take it like you meant it.
I know that this will pass, it is temporary, I tell myself. Sometimes I even believe it.
Other times this weighs on me so heavily. It hurts like nothing else I've ever experienced. Heartbreak. Heart-break. Broken heart, and the only cure is time, and that's the only cure you can't rush, can't pay for special treatment, can't go see a specialist.
Just sit there, take it, take it like you wanted it in the first place. Take it like you don't wish you could take it back every other second. Take it like you meant it.
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on Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 06:25 am (UTC)