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erikaSo two good things. Well, one undeniably good thing and one good thing that's bringing me shit-tons of anxiety.
First good thing: I got an A in my speech class! I totally was not expecting that, so that's amazing.
Second good(ish) thing (with tons of anxiety) is that my ALJ hearing for Social Security got scheduled. It's not until August 24th but I'm totally freaking out. Completely.
It doesn't help that there's about two websites on the entire freaking internet that deal with this, so I'm flying almost-blind here.
Add in my fear of authority figures and mix in a lot of anxiety about the possible outcome, then blend with "if he declares me not disabled then I'm just a fucking lazy crazy bitch." Serve chilled, 3 months from now.
First good thing: I got an A in my speech class! I totally was not expecting that, so that's amazing.
Second good(ish) thing (with tons of anxiety) is that my ALJ hearing for Social Security got scheduled. It's not until August 24th but I'm totally freaking out. Completely.
It doesn't help that there's about two websites on the entire freaking internet that deal with this, so I'm flying almost-blind here.
Add in my fear of authority figures and mix in a lot of anxiety about the possible outcome, then blend with "if he declares me not disabled then I'm just a fucking lazy crazy bitch." Serve chilled, 3 months from now.
