jesus doesn't love me anymore

[erika]

I just got accused of being drug seeking.

I am so fucking PISSED OFF.

Here are the facts:

• I just had surgery on my breast, the nipple specifically.


• I have 20 (twenty) pain pills.


• I was issued these pills in two prescriptions, one for ten on Tuesday and then another one for ten after my surgery.


• The second prescription was written by her intern.


• The pills last UP TO four hours.


• These pills are supposed to last me until my NEXT Friday appointment with my surgeon. Not tomorrow. The 28th.

That's 11 days, 10 if you assume I didn't need any on Tuesday or won't need any on Friday.

THAT'S TWO FUCKING PILLS A DAY. PILLS THAT LAST 4 HOURS IF I'M LUCKY.

2 four hour pills a day is EIGHT HOURS OF NOT FEELING LIKE MY BREAST IS ON FIRE.
Fucking excuse me for my poor pain tolerance, but I would like TWENTY-FOUR HOURS FREE OF THAT PARTICULAR FEELING.

The nurse continually badgered me with questions asking me of my drug seeking intent when I called to say that THEIR MATH FUCKING SUCKS.

GOD I AM SO FUCKING PISSED.