this is the noise that keeps me awake
Monday, February 14th, 2011 03:50 pmFelt really shitty last night.
Talked to![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
elfbabe about it. She's a good pseudo-therapist; we joked that one of us should start charging—me for teaching her how to do it and her for the therapy sessions.
Why I was feeling bad:
( IM transcript: trigger warning for abuse [not described], suicidal ideation )
In the ongoing saga, saw Bryan at college today. As I told Anne, Does the fact that he hasn't said a word to me in a month and, when he sees me in person, makes a (valid) excuse not to talk to me mean he doesn't want to be friends?
Then I said, And ... you know, in this case, the fact that I'm asking the question means I already know the answer.
Talked to
elfbabe about it. She's a good pseudo-therapist; we joked that one of us should start charging—me for teaching her how to do it and her for the therapy sessions.Why I was feeling bad:
( IM transcript: trigger warning for abuse [not described], suicidal ideation )
In the ongoing saga, saw Bryan at college today. As I told Anne, Does the fact that he hasn't said a word to me in a month and, when he sees me in person, makes a (valid) excuse not to talk to me mean he doesn't want to be friends?
Then I said, And ... you know, in this case, the fact that I'm asking the question means I already know the answer.
