I don't know if I've really mentioned it here yet but the horrific IUD insertion back in December has had some pretty far reaching effects.
It (probably combined with the stuff that happened with Josh in January) triggered my PTSD hardcore. ( tw: brief mention of sexual assault and emotional healing )
HA.
I'm having nightmares, I'm hypervigilant, blah blah. The experience was an assault on my bodily integrity and I really don't ever want to meet a new doctor again.
(And the response to my complaint was something else entirely. I'm trying to figure out if I want to lawyer up or just make a more stringent complaint. Probably door #2 unless they keep bullshitting me. There's one outright lie in that letter and since I've had two independent verifications of that, of course I think that there's probably more.)
Unfortunately, I have an appointment with a ENT-specialist to figure out if I have sinus problems.![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
panda continues to earn her rock star status by accompanying me, which I ... don't think I can express how very grateful for that I am.
However, right now I don't want to go to sleep, because it's like the reverse of that old parental advice to excited kids on Xmas eve. ("You need to go to bed or Santa can't come!")
That means if I don't sleep, obviously the appointment will never happen. Right?
It (probably combined with the stuff that happened with Josh in January) triggered my PTSD hardcore. ( tw: brief mention of sexual assault and emotional healing )
HA.
I'm having nightmares, I'm hypervigilant, blah blah. The experience was an assault on my bodily integrity and I really don't ever want to meet a new doctor again.
(And the response to my complaint was something else entirely. I'm trying to figure out if I want to lawyer up or just make a more stringent complaint. Probably door #2 unless they keep bullshitting me. There's one outright lie in that letter and since I've had two independent verifications of that, of course I think that there's probably more.)
Unfortunately, I have an appointment with a ENT-specialist to figure out if I have sinus problems.
panda continues to earn her rock star status by accompanying me, which I ... don't think I can express how very grateful for that I am.However, right now I don't want to go to sleep, because it's like the reverse of that old parental advice to excited kids on Xmas eve. ("You need to go to bed or Santa can't come!")
That means if I don't sleep, obviously the appointment will never happen. Right?
