begins to vaporize

[erika]

I lost my pens through some weird black hole of nature
all of them except for a blue one.

and my one back up black one which I'm now afraid to touch.



This has upset me extremely. I tried talking to Alena about it and she got very bitchy and all "the new one is much better!" (youtube link, she did not actually SAY THAT)

But NO ONE around here sells the right kind (uniball vision EXACT, micro black).

I don't even have the money to order the right kind online.

This is how much of a loser I am. I had a panic attack over losing pens. Seriously, I swear to god I cannot think of a single place they could be I haven't looked.

[edited to add, or whatever.]