some things i do for money, some things i do for free

[erika]

My aunt, my brother and his wife are here.

That means it's time to answer the age old question: "What are you doing with your time?"

Well. I volunteer, but that's just for an hour on Mondays, so far. (See this description of what I do when I volunteer.) Otherwise: I see my therapist every two weeks, my psychiatrist every month, and my SCL (supportive community living) worker every week.

What else do I do with my time? Well, I play a lot of World of Warcraft. My (troll) shaman is 51, my druid is 80 and well geared, my (be) pally and (be) warlock have both been collecting dust for awhile.

And that's about it.

Today my SCL worker came over; we went for a walk to drop off some mail and talked at the coffee place at the library for about an hour. Yesterday I had an interview with UPS—probably not going to take the position, since it seems extraordinarily difficult.

My SCL worker keeps telling me how far I've come but I feel like I'm stuck in neutral and just barely rolling along, like that's how fast I'm going and at any moment I might start going backwards.

Comments

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you are doing well. most of the time, I think you would agree if asked. you will keep getting better. *hugs*

wow, that last line

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i totally hear you in that last line -moving in neutral and about to roll backwards - i totally feel that. i know i've come so far, but i still am so stuck and possible could regress at any point. man, you just know how to say things that hit me!