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erikaSo if you use Google's NotebookL!M and add your journal as its source, you can create a podcast with two AI voices talking about your life.
skynet can analyze you on a podcast now???
I'm using a throwaway password via blogbooker to export everything as a PDF so right now I've only played with it using the website import feature which is inherently limited to public entries—— but OH MY GOD I'M SO FASCINATED BY THIS. I HAD to share.
Also I really should start journaling regularly again, because my life is about 1000% better now that I've randomly been basically cured of fibromyalgia thanks to a GLP1 medication. Apparently, fibromyalgia or possibly central sensitization was the root cause of almost all of my anxiety (about 90% ~vanished~ ~handwave~ when I started low dose naltrexone a couple years ago), and turns out that chronic pain was likely the culprit behind the intractable, 'refractory' nature of my severe depression. Before I lost my incredible therapist because he couldn't afford to live here anymore and also he was 88 and finally decided to retire, we narrowed it down to PTSD triggers and relationship stressors are what precipitate my previous attempts to exit this plane of existence, and we figured out WHY I was so freaking traumatized and scapegoated.
* My father had a twin brother
* Brother was the one who was raising us
* Uncle went back to Venezuela to visit my grandmother, my dad had to stay in the USA because I wasn't even a year old yet and my mother couldn't take care of me and work full time
* uncle was murdered on that visit back to Venezuela.
* Caregiver gone, and my parents grief-stricken and devastated, me pre-verbal and unable to even conceive of why this has happened, decide I'm to blame and I'm the problem.
Yeah. Took me until I was 35 to put all the pieces together as to why I've been so completely unable to move past all my trauma, why my immediate family was so much more screwed up than my extended family, etc etc etc.
skynet can analyze you on a podcast now???
I'm using a throwaway password via blogbooker to export everything as a PDF so right now I've only played with it using the website import feature which is inherently limited to public entries—— but OH MY GOD I'M SO FASCINATED BY THIS. I HAD to share.
Also I really should start journaling regularly again, because my life is about 1000% better now that I've randomly been basically cured of fibromyalgia thanks to a GLP1 medication. Apparently, fibromyalgia or possibly central sensitization was the root cause of almost all of my anxiety (about 90% ~vanished~ ~handwave~ when I started low dose naltrexone a couple years ago), and turns out that chronic pain was likely the culprit behind the intractable, 'refractory' nature of my severe depression. Before I lost my incredible therapist because he couldn't afford to live here anymore and also he was 88 and finally decided to retire, we narrowed it down to PTSD triggers and relationship stressors are what precipitate my previous attempts to exit this plane of existence, and we figured out WHY I was so freaking traumatized and scapegoated.
* My father had a twin brother
* Brother was the one who was raising us
* Uncle went back to Venezuela to visit my grandmother, my dad had to stay in the USA because I wasn't even a year old yet and my mother couldn't take care of me and work full time
* uncle was murdered on that visit back to Venezuela.
* Caregiver gone, and my parents grief-stricken and devastated, me pre-verbal and unable to even conceive of why this has happened, decide I'm to blame and I'm the problem.
Yeah. Took me until I was 35 to put all the pieces together as to why I've been so completely unable to move past all my trauma, why my immediate family was so much more screwed up than my extended family, etc etc etc.
