Maybe it’s my fault

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:36 pm
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Posted by AngielskieLM

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Shane notices scars on Ilya, asking about them only pushes him away. A few days later, Shane decides to be the one to break the silence and goes to Ilya's apartment. Chaos ensues.

“Don’t fucking touch me.” His chest is rising up and down rapidly, and he looks like a wild animal, cornered and with no way to run.
“If there is nothing there, why won't you let me see?” Shane asks, anger seeping into the caring words.

Words: 3541, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Between the Teeth

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:30 pm
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Posted by ziusura

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“Let’s have a feral day,” Shane said. The dawn sun was shining over the lake and in through the cottage’s windows and bathed Shane in his compression shirt and shorts in a soft yellow glow. They were planning on a morning run—something about Shane’s need to stay just as in shape while they were packing on pounds in the off-season.

“A what?” Ilya asked as he cracked open one of the premade protein drinks from Shane’s fridge. Ilya was partial to chocolate, but he was finishing off the last of the blueberry banana flavor Shane had gotten in a sponsorship deal and promptly discovered he fucking hated. He’d said it tasted like omega, but that had never been a problem for Ilya.

Shane stood up, the stool scraping across the wood floor with a muffled whoosh from the felt pads on the bottom. He walked to the sink and rinsed out his glass. “A day where we just do whatever our instincts tell us to do. No holds barred.”

(can be read as a standalone)

Words: 8415, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of Knotted Up

The Antidote to Lonliness

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:25 pm
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After months of being ghosted by Ilya, Shane gets horrible news about his health. At the age of 23 he gets diagnosed with Stage 4 Hodgkin's Lymphoma. He is supported by his friends and family and yet he cannot stop thinking of his rival. But he and Ilya have never been more disconnected, so he resigns himself to fighting this without Ilya in his life.

Ilya knows he was an asshole last Spring. Shane has been ignoring him all summer. But he figures that once he's back in North America and the season starts, he'll be able to get back in Shane's good graces. And then Montreal announces that they have placed Shane Hollander on Long Term Injured Reserve and he panics.

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Canon Divergence after Episode 2.

Words: 3772, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Ilya Rozanov vs the Biphobia Agenda

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:14 pm
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It shouldn’t have been a surprise for Ilya to hear people talking about his past with women after he and Shane were outed, but it still stung nonetheless. He was a publicly bisexual person after all and people loved to run with that as a reason that he would cheat on Shane. Article after article, tweet after tweet, post after post, so many people assuming that he’d leave Shane for a woman. Because it was easier, they’d say. Because Shane couldn’t give certain things to Ilya. Because he was always going to choose a side and that side would always be dating women. Never mind that he and Shane had been together in some fashion or other for almost over a decade at this point– clearly Ilya was a greedy bisexual slut who was going to cheat on his long term partner with women.

Words: 1781, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Full Body

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:14 pm
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“You want specifics? Okay. I am thinking about putting you where I want you,” Ilya finally admits, a burning gaze fixed on him. “On the mat. In a position I choose. And you hold it like the good boy you are, keeping your form exactly where I put it. Because you have best fucking form in whole NHL. I think about making you listen. About deciding when you move, how you move. I am thinking of sucking your dick on your favorite mat, moya lyubov. Thinking about ruining your mat and ruining you,”

Jesus Christ.

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or: Shane Hollander is unknowingly ruining his husband workout sessions. Ilya does something about it.

Words: 7294, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Tonight I want to cuddle with my boyfriend

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 10:57 pm
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Posted by hiheyhelloitsme

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Shane’s alarm went off at 5am and he woke with a groan, before perking up substantially remembering that Ilya was flying in this evening for the weekend. With thoughts of multiple days spent with his boyfriend (!!! he still can’t believe Ilya is actually his boyfriend), he begins his morning routine, double checking his ever-growing to do list for the day.

_________

OR: Shane has the longest day, a lot goes wrong, but at least it ends in his boyfriend's arms.

Words: 2178, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Baby Alpha

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 10:53 pm
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Shane spent his life believing one day he would present as an omega. He was soft, caring, shy and just fit the stereotype. His life is flipped upside down when he presents as an alpha, suddenly having to deal with sudden urge to dominate. He finds himself grappling between personal needs and his newfound instincts, being thrown into a headspace that no longer felt like his own.

Or,

Shane craves submission, Ilya Rozanov is happy to help.

Words: 15692, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Nott The Brave | Critical Role

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 09:07 am
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CANON: Critical Role
CHARACTERS: Nott The Brave
ADDITIONAL INFO: This is from the TV show's first season. 44 icons in total.
CREDIT TO: [personal profile] sonicsora

PREVIEW:

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Daily Check-In

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 07:52 pm
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This is your check-in post for today. The poll will be open from midnight Universal or Zulu Time (8pm Eastern Time) on Sunday, March 22, to midnight on March 23 (8pm Eastern Time).

Poll #34406 Daily check-in poll
This poll is closed.
Open to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 31

How are you doing?

I am OK
18 (58.1%)

I am not OK, but don't need help right now
13 (41.9%)

I could use some help
0 (0.0%)

How many other humans live with you?

I am living single
12 (38.7%)

One other person
12 (38.7%)

More than one other person
7 (22.6%)



Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.

Shadow Update: Hosting & Bedding

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 06:40 pm
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We were delighted by Shadow’s response to his first visitors last night. We kept him crated until they’d seated themselves ready to watch the first two eps of Slings & Arrows. He made not a peep when they arrived nor during our typically uproarious dinner. Once we let him out of the crate, he observed them closely. One guest had recently enjoyed a hot-and-sour sauce on her egg roll. She invited him closer and he licked her hands! He permitted the other to pet his back. He curled up in his bed (immediately below the TV) and peacefully admired the assembled multitude.

Early this AM MyGuy placed one of Shadow’s beds on my side of our bed. Around 6AM he tip tip tap tipped into the bedroom and curled up in it, keeping me company for 45 minutes.

He was in the breezeway with MyGuy 20 minutes ago, having just come back from his evening constitutional. Just as his lead was unhooked, the leonine March wind blew open the door to the backyard. Shadow was out like a shot. MyGuy called him back, but he kept backing up. At last, MyGuy leaned on the garage holding the door open, and Shadow scooted right back in to the breezeway.

The wisdom around rescues is a rule of 3: 3 days to decompress, 3 weeks to learn routines, and 3 months to feel fully at home. We’re on track.

(Got to get some Shadow icons!)

Snowflake Challenge: day 6

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 11:04 pm
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Challenge #6

Top 10 Challenge.

The category(ies) you choose are up to you. You can give top 10 Fics you read last year, the top 10 songs to create to, the top 10 guest stars on your favorite show, top 10 characters in your favorite book series, top 10... well, you get the idea.


I was very stuck on this for some time - hence the lack of updates since January - but then I remembered that last year I participated in the subreddit r/GraphicNovels's tournament of Top Twenty graphic novels (actually any form of sequential art even vaguely applicable, the guy running the Tournament joked that he was waiting for someone to send in a long tapestry as one of their faves)




My matchup - I was very soundly trounced in the first round by one of the most prolific posters there, and rightly so https://www.reddit.com/r/graphicnovels/comments/1o5ssuv/tournament_of_lists_2025_all_time_top_20_comics/ 


The eventual winner, it's a really interesting collection and I had a good time thinking of what to add- https://www.reddit.com/r/graphicnovels/comments/1omr7k3/congratulations_to_americantabloid3_for_winning/ 

The only work I regret not including is Calvin and Hobbes, which I read as an adult and have loved ever since. 
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Fandom: GOTH - Otsuichi
Mods, I’m very sorry; I guess I will be writing in this fandom for a while, so it’s likely best to give it a tag after all.
Rating: T
Length: 100 words
Content notes: mention of canonical (to the film version) minor character murders/non-graphic amputation, past main character self-harm, and thoughts that could be interpreted as suicidal ideation
Author notes: The title is from AND AFTER YOU ALL BECOME RETICENT SHADOWS by Yukio Tsuji, and Dreaming of Death by Tian Yuan, both translated by William I. Elliott and Kazuo Kawamura.
Summary: The river sequence, revisited.

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(garden, adhd, executive function, f&f, cats)

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 06:50 pm
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Bruno was no where to be found on Saturday morning, worrying me, and acting as a small delay on my plan to be out before it got too warm. When Christine got up, we closed Carrie off and Marlowe out, and hunted. On the fourth or fifth check under the bed he was there. He is such a shadow. He seemed much more normal this morning. We've let Marlowe have more access to him, but maybe he needs the next few nights to be closed off.

I made a great deal of progress on the raised beds on Saturday. The French drain is under the 3x6 bed, the gravel screened off with hardware cloth and then either pea gravel (where visible) or reused tiny gravel (found when digging out the area) over the screen. The 3x6 bed is in place, mostly level, mostly back filled on the outside and filling begun on the inside. (This morning i assembled the two halves of the 4x8 bed. I want just halves to help in managing as i continue to clear out the foundation and dig the French drain that will also act as a reservoir. Today was too bleeping warm for digging.)

I found a Dekay's brown snake and a marbled salamander: they eat earthworms and slugs so, yay, healthy ecosystem? Also found some earthworms but left them to the work they were at.  I do need to relocate some to the worm bins.

Also on Saturday, we had lunch with my sister's family and Dad. Christine said she wasn't coming and i was both understanding of some reasons: my dad can be awkward and indeed didn't wear his hearing aid and misgendered C at a moment when he was distracted and speaking to me. I think i was the only one to hear.  I was also frustrated -- because i think she needs connections and we don't have many. She ended up coming, and i don't think it was too hard on her. She hates the family photos, and this time i had the sense to suggest SHE take the photo. I hope i can remember that in the future.

Today i was tired and achy. I've tried setting up some tools to help me with my intentions. One is a ten minute focus tool that reminds me every ten minutes to stay on focus, with a half way,  a 2 minutes remaining, and a 1 minute remaining marks. I really don't have a good sense of ten minutes, i found as i used those. I also had another for less focus for another ten minute time block with just the half way,  a 2 minutes remaining, and a 1 minute remaining marks. I decided i wanted to buy a new tea infuser because mine, well over ten years old, has become encrusted with tea residue, reducing the flow through the nylon mesh. I used the last 5 minutes of the ten minute focus there, and it definitely helped me refrain from getting distracted.

Continued thinking about the time that passes that isn't intentional has added a few more classifiers for a list of avoidance, escape, distraction, urgent-unplanned (not quite an emergency). I still need to find how to refuel myself, rest. I've tried resting today, too.

The Receipts Are Paywalled

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 03:36 pm
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There is Drama going around in the indie TTRPG community. Some people accuse a game designer of being a jerk, a cheat (someone who doesn't pay contractors, not someone involved in relationship shenanigans), a liar, and weaponizing their fame to harass other people in the community.

Others say the above comments are nothing but hate-speech aimed at a person of a marginalized identity, and this person has written great works and brings creativity and fresh insights to the community at large.

I'd love to figure out which is true, or if they both have elements of truth.

The details are apparently covered in a Rascal article, possibly some posts at Medium, and of course, in multiple Discords. If I joined the right ones, I might be able to find out who actually said what. (I will not be joining any Discords over this.)

I can confirm:
• Creator in question has written some amazing stuff, not only much-lauded but also unique improvements to the TTRPG-sphere
• People I respect (but do not know personally) are calling aforementioned creator a scoundrel and abuser

My analysis )

like a star that can't wait for a night

Sunday, March 22nd, 2026 06:28 pm
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After waiting as they spent a long, slow afternoon in the oven, I just went to town on some baby back ribs. Holy cats, they were good. Super messy, of course, but delicious! And I have leftovers, so I'll be able to repeat the experience this week!

The pecan shortbread (pic) turned out well, too. I'm a little sad there's no blood orange gelato to go with them, but once the chicken tenders are gone, I will definitely be making it!

In more fannish news, there was a post I saw somewhere on tumblr that talked about a crossover (or fusion? it didn't go into great detail) between Batfam and Dungeon Crawler Carl, and said that the Bats would all be outside during the collapse, and feel obligated to go into the dungeon. And I don't necessarily disagree? But I also don't necessarily agree, either!

In DCC, we're told the collapse happened at approximately 2:20 am PT, which means it was 5:20 am ET, and if you (and by "you" I mean me) believe Gotham is in New Jersey, that is probably after they are all home, and hopefully showering/sleeping, so I'm not sure they survive just by nature of being on patrol. Maybe if Tim is out in San Francisco with the Titans, where it would also be 2:20 am PT, he'd survive, but I'm not necessarily convinced he would go into the dungeon, either. Because there's whatever survivors on the surface to take care of also. Maybe they'd split up? Some would go into the dungeon to see what it was about and others would stay up top to manage any survivors, lead any fighting against alien invaders?

Like, could Kon take being underground for so long without access to sunlight? He should probably stay on the surface and help that way. (I also think this is a hard crossover to make happen simply because...there are canonical aliens in the DCU and also the Green Lantern Corps. So you'd have to do some fast talking/handwaving to get to the interesting parts, because how do the Green Lanterns not know about this? Otoh, you could go full AU/fusion and have Krypton be a world that was stripped ages ago and everyone is shocked to see Kryptonians on Earth. Same with Tamaran or Mars I guess.)

And I do wonder how Batman specifically would fare in a dungeon where killing is the preferred (by the System AI and the Syndicate running the thing and a large portion of the audience) way to survive and advance. He and Cass would find other ways, and I'm sure they would amass fans and, eventually, sponsors, but it'd be harder, I think, especially on the earlier floors. I think we have seen him kill aliens though, at least in the animated universes, so maybe he'd be okay at first with killing goblins and ogres and ghouls etc. Idk.

Jason, otoh, would be all, "I'm built for this!" and shoot his way to glory, or at least do the killing when Bruce and Cass couldn't. Steph and Dick might be pragmatic enough to come around to killing mobs, at least, spoiler for Dungeon Crawler Carl )

And while I think a fusion might be a better way to go than a regular crossover (I know there is someone writing a Superman and Carl are BFF in the dungeon, or at least creating art for it, but I don't know what they've chosen to use for backstory), I would love to see Damian interact with Princess Donut. Or the System AI deal with Oracle.

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