save your sanity for later.

Confessions!

1) My grandmother is pretty much dying and the biggest worry I have is not that I will miss her*, but that my mom will break down and I will lose my biggest supporter.

* I pretty much honestly am not that attached to her since she called me the world's worst granddaughter.

2) Mostly, I like Dreamwidth better than LJ for superficial reasons like it has a random icon button. I'm shallow like that. Oh and also I feel like I fit in better here.

3) I'm scared that I'm just going to get worse & worse mentally. I halfway believe it's already/has been happening, despite my best efforts.

4) If I wanted to, I'm about 95% sure I could get my psychiatrist to give me a diagnosis of Pure O OCD mostly based on the whole Bryan thing. As my former therapist, Colette, put it, however: "What would really change if you had that diagnosis? We're already treating you with most of the strongest drugs psychiatry has to offer and you're in therapy out the wazoo."

5) I have an OKCupid profile but there are two problems. My profile doesn't really reflect the uniqueness of being me at all AND I avoid the site because the idea of dating scares me.

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As alchemi says (with a few changes): Like that other version of this meme, you are also encouraged to confess. However, this one is NOT intended to be anonymous (though I think I have anon commenting turned on, so if you don't feel comfortable being public, that's fine).

They say confession's good for the soul.